I Was Hit In The Back Of The Neck

A thought for me .. the pain points of light in my father

's so sad and forlorn. But anyway strong. Apparently strong. For him, for others.
's so sweet and tender. Takes care of his father as if it were a small child.
E 'was forced to grow in strength, was forced to be responsible for everything by force, to carry on her young shoulders the responsibility of an entire family. And he is doing as best it might not.
I thought my job was starmene aside. To be there but with discretion.
Instead I discovered that it is not so I'm trying to be there physically.
And I can not help but think about how to begin this new year, hopeless, sad and with certainty. And despite everything is still able to smile and joke. And I admire molto per questo.
Vorrei fare qualcosa di più per lei. Vorrei poterla aiutare. Ma in queste situazioni chi può fare cosa?!
Mentre io festeggiavo il nuovo anno tra brindisi e danze, lei non era con me come avevamo previsto. Non tutti a Capodanno hanno festeggiato.
Alcuni portano un peso sul cuore e tu non puoi toglierlo. Forse puoi solo farli sorridere con i racconti delle tue solite imprese ridicole. E allora per fortuna che la mia vita a volte è piena di sorprese e assurdità frivole.